panic?! heeellllppppp..

I cant believe i will be leaving in less than a month which i find is just too soon and unprepared. Forgive me for my random panic attack which i get it almost every month since May. Well, to be honest, i guess i can never be 100% ready to leave. It is like, how u think u will never be ready for your exam, and when your exam is finally over, u will feel good, relaxed and thought "Yeah, i guess i was ready after all!" Well, i am probably feeling the same way minus the ready part, cause im not even there yet.

What's more is that I have never been to UK, and not even sure if i might like that place there. What if i get culture shock?! Everyone asks me if i am ready etc, and i have no idea just what to say. All i can say is.. "Mixed feelings!"

Cant believe time passes so quickly and that im quitting my job by end of this month, WHICH IS NEXT WEEK!

So, tempted to buy a new camera, yet, it is not a necessity, so i really dont know. But im so in love with Canon. What can i do?

Should i just shut up, and buy and not think about anything else?

Gosh, i dont even know how to cook. Looks like i gotta be Ms. Healthy when im there. Cornflakes, and sandwiches. hehe..

Ok, guys, i am working tmr morning. Guess i should sleep now. The coffee i had is keeping me awake. However, will try to get some rest. Night!